apologizes
Written on November 20th, 2024 by Anthony Ponce
I pushed a lot of people around me away from myself this year.
I am sorry Nate, I was a dickhead to you and I regret that. I got kinda carried away with what I was saying and shouldn’t have gone that far with it. I still don’t know if it was ever that serious but that’s jsut cause I am a dickhead and try to get the last word in on things. Hope you are doing well.
Joey, Jose, Joseph, sorry I was blackout drunk and felt frustrated that nobody was even bothering to watch the videos I was uploading. I felt like the few people who should’ve bothered supporting were you guys but dude who fucking cares. It was just some shitty youtube videos what the fuck did i expect. I am sorry like honestly it was stupid and petty of me to lash out like that.
Oscar dude, c’mon man. I just want you to be well. I hate seeing my buddies do blow and all this dumb shit. I have been sober off the weed for 75 days now and I just want you to clean up dawg. Seeing you and sac just constantly going out and doing all kinds of shit hurts me at a personal level because I know y’all could do so much more with yourselves. You have your own points about where I am in life but seriously dude, c’mon man. It’s crazy to see you fucking block me on everything.
If I never speak to any of you again I just want you to know I love you all like brothers and you are forver going to be a part of my life. I seriously do love you all. I am just some 26 year old burnout but you all made an impact in my life and I do want you to know it mattered to me.
Hell I almost managed to push Greg away over being late to a fucking soccer game something that is supposed to be a good time. Sorry about that too.
Sorry. I just have a fucking shitty way of pushing people away.
