Life is hard but I am, well maybe I am stronger, I am not sure yet.
Written on December 28th, 2025 by Anthony Ponce
I used to obsess over the point of it all. I wanted to finally be hit with this answer as to what it meant to be alive and to be on this planet. I am far more blessed and fortunate than many of my peers here on Earth and even just amongst my fellow countrymen but why is that I felt a sense of being robbed of a life full of some kind of grand sequence of events? Movies and entertainment to be hard to get into for this reason. I don’t see some other world rather one that I am not experiencing afterall it’s all out there for us we just have to go and get it. Many days I will browse at land and think to myself what if I bought some and told everyone to go to hell. Could stand to lose like 45 pounds too… maybe that would fix me. 215 is getting heavy yknow. Kawhi scored 55 tonight and I spent it at home wacking off and drinking beer for like the millionth time. Didn’t feel like driving. See what I mean. Life’s out there and I am ripping carts drinking beers and gooning by myself instead of trying to talk to a girl or something. Is 5 years enough time to finally forgive yourself Anthony?
