Please get me out of this hellhole
Written on October 28th, 2024 by Anthony Ponce
I am over here mass applying to all kinds of technician jobs trying to get my foot in the door somewhere and it is what it is.
I am barely getting any freaking hours at J.Crew and it’s getting exhausting to get like a freaking half shift every week and going home knowing I’m making next to nothing. Sure the hourly rate is better than BOOKOFF ever was but I am not getting BOOKOFF hours bro.
Air Force hasn’t even tried to reach out to me, makes me think they don’t fw me. Fucking dickheads. I need to go golfing soon I am streesed out of my fucking mind. Chat, I need her so bad it actually hurts.
Some of the better news is Isaac seems like he wants to give college a try again and I am all for it. I love that kid man. I just want him to keep going the right path and not give up.
I also registered my intersession classes, I am taking LAW100 and PARA121. This paralegal shit seems more my lane anyway. Engineering is straight up blowing my back out. I always used the punchline about “ I should’ve just gone to Law school “ well it isn’t a fucking joke anymore baby.
Pretty soon Santa Ana College is going to offer a Bachleor’s in Paralegal Studies so that’ll probably be my next step I don’t think I truly fit in anywhere else. I let all my deadlines come and go for CSUMB, CSUF, CSUCI, and SFSU. I could technically still accept admission into SFSU and CSUMB respectively but it would be for the Engineering program. I don’t think I’m built for these streets cuh.
Life is strange. I just want it to all work out the right way baby.
