that's life
Written on January 9th, 2025 by Anthony Ponce
You think she’s thinking about me rn?
I am scared of math man. I am supposed to be going through calculus but am too much of a little bitch to follow through with it. I keep daydreaming about being a history major or something fucking else. Life feels like it’s getting away from me. Went for a run earlier. Relapsed and took some puffs of a vape. My heart rate went crazy after and I had to go for a run to try and control my mental. I am washed and can’t hang with the weed anymore. I can’t believe I used to smoke all day everyday for 10 year straight or whatever it was. I only even smoked cause I had a headache from drinking cheap ass whiskey last night. Funny typing this out I am reminded of when I thought Hunter S. Thompson was cool growing up. When I went golfing with Bobby sometime before New Year’s Bobby and I got paired up with this Asian dude who was probably around 21-23 and this older guy. I guess they had played the first round together and got along enough to play a replay. They were talking drugs and raves on the tee box 5. The dad I guess goes to raves with his wife and daughter I think. It was all weird to over here for me. They got hush hush when they mentioned acid and molly and stuff I was just listening and annoyed cause my game was doing Fucking awful. The younger dude said that’s how I am tryna live, fast. I managed to get a par on 7. Kept my cool as the turn camee and got two pars back to back followed by a bogey. I miss being out there. Maybe I miss the idea of being out there more than being out there. I got work tomorrow from 1-5. I want to wake up early and get a workout in. I have to lose the weight bro. Can’t spend another year fat as fuck.
And what the fuck are the Raiders doing??? AP going I understood but Tom T? What is Brady gonna step in now??
Everton sacked their coach too something I don’t mind one bit.
Oh Happy New Year by the way.
