Failure
Written on October 21st , 2024 by Anthony Ponce
I got a 56 on my Midterm today. I wanna neck myself. I got a 58 on my chemistry exam. I wanna quit so fucking bad. This failure feels fucking awful. I know for a fact I am not doing what I am supposed to do. My whole existence is wrapped up in my grades right now. I am depressed. Haven’t heard back from the Air Force yet so that sucks. I feel like any other recruiting office would be jumping up and down on it tryna get me in but the USAF don’t need me. I can’t even use my degree to get a job somewhere since I am a full time student and all the jobs I could possibly get with my degree require a full time commitment. I am gonna work my fucking ass off to try and get my grades up. I need to make a real change for fucks sake.
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